Well, it finally happened. Spencer-he asked me to..how can I say this? He asked me to go to bed with him. And I did. It was wonderful. I still feel like I'm a horrible person because the is married after all. I don;t know what to do. Anyway, "Keeper of the Flame" was well recived, but not raved about. Oh my, what shall I do? My personal life and professional one are becoming more and more twisted and crazy. I think I love Spencer. I really do.